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Wednesday, October 28th 2009

10:45 PM

Happy Birthday to Me!

  • Mood: Stressed by happy.
It's my 18th Birthday today, and although I didn't really have a very big celebration, I still did celebrate it. My friend Prema came over; we ate cake, and fruits, and listened to music, and watched music videos, and taking lots and lots of pictures!! Had fun actually!

To be honest, I wanted to have a proper party. But unfortunately, that isn't possible ... unfortunately.

Anyhow, I have so much homework, so many assignments. I don't even know WHEN I will be able to complete them. I'll find a way, with Allah's help.

HAPPY 18th  BIRTHDAY
TO ME!



Here's a present from my mom:
Shonamoni,
Happppppppppppppy 18th birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy & a big Huggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Mom

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Thursday, October 8th 2009

8:02 PM

A ray of light; a new path to happiness.

  • Mood: Inspired!
  • Music: Tiny Tunester
I've always known myself to be quite a pessimistic individual.

Most of my short little life I've spent as a confused, lost little butterfly wandering here and there, not knowing which benighted path holds my ray of light.

Practically speaking, I've been confused about what to do with the rest of my life; I've gone from wanting to study engineering, to studying medicine, to I'm not sure what also. I was never successfully 100% confident with any of my choices; I wasn't able to accept my flaws and nurture my qualities. I wanted to be an engineer, but my 10th Grade Computer Engineering course just took away a handful of my percentages - and my confidence. I wanted to be a doctor - I'm horrible at science. I guess I want to have these great high-paid, high-levelled careers, only to prove my importance to everyone else around me.

Last year, after failing almost every single course - and I mean EVERY SINGLE COURSE (besides English and..some other course), I decided I would study English in University. After numerous warnings from my Guidance counsellor, I still took 2 sciences (biology & chemistry), and advanced functions (oh by the way, I'm horrible at math too!). I'm currently failing advanced functions - it's only the beginning of the year. I can already foreshadow my grades for next semester - biology: 30%, chemistry: 42%.

So I've finally come to a conclusion!!

I WILL NOT FORCE MYSELF TO TAKE ANY MORE SCIENCES OR MATHS; I will accept my flaws and love my qualities!
I WILL TAKE MORE ENGLISH COURSES, AND GET INTO AN ENGLISH PROGRAM FOR UNIVERSITY!
I WILL WORK HARD THIS YEAR SO THAT I CAN GET INTO the University of Toronto!

I will also begin to take more afterschool activities; I may not be skilled when it comes to chemistry or math or biology, but I know I could have other more practical skills (such as cooking or sewing or ..writing?). 

Last year I began learning to sew, but due to the lack of time, I had to quit.
I also have absolutely no time to write; the thing I love to do the most!
If I do more English courses (which are much easier for me), I'll have a lot more time to do the things I love to do. I'll take up sewing and writing again, and I'll get a job, I'll do all my 5 prayers and learn the Quran again, and I'll exercise and get back to looking like that pretty little ladie I once was! I WILL FIND MY HAPPiNESS!! INSHALLAH!!!!  

That's all =)
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Wednesday, October 7th 2009

6:28 PM

Look into my past, and you shall see...

  • Mood: disappointed
  • Music: Tiny Tunester
  • Word of the Day: Foofaraw (FOO-fuh-raw): 1. Excessive or flashy ornamentation or decoration. 2. A fuss over a matter of little importance.



...a young girl that can't seem to keep her promises - to others, and herself!

I'm extremely disappointed in my self for, once again, quitting on my goal. I promised I would practise writing and become stronger at literature, but like always have become lazy! Although I suppose school had something to do with it; I've been so very busy trying to keep up with all my courses.

This year my courses are:
(semester 1)
- Advanced Functions
- English
- English Literature
- Nutritional Science
(semester 2)
- English Peer Tutoring
- Writer's Craft
- Biology
- Chemistry

I'm thinking of replacing Advanced Functions, Chemistry, and Biology with some other courses - I'm going into English for University, so I wouldn't need Ad.F or Biology or Chemistry. Still, I can't help but feel a slight sting; I feel like a failure not being able to do any sciences or maths!

One of the courses I'm considering taking is Philosophy.
The rest I still haven't figured out.

Anyhow, this entire post was another way of procrastination. I'm gonna go study now.
LATER!!

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Wednesday, August 19th 2009

5:00 AM

I discovered something new!!

  • Mood: Sleepy
I'm currently on my iPod touch, experimenting! I wanted to see if I can make a post using it ...and it seems I can, although painfully! It's really hard to type using this tiny little device and it's microscopic keyboards. I prefer a computer better...but I must admit, how cool is it to be able to take the Internet AND all my important files and games with me everywhere I go?! I love my iPod touch! By the way, it is currently 5:10AM and I haven't gone to slep yet. I so need to fix my schedule! Good night!
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Saturday, August 15th 2009

1:45 AM

Writers' Block! HELP!!

So I've got my Character List under progress, and I've got an idea of what my story could be about, but I have absolutely no idea of what the title could be! Please, please all you creative people out there, lend me your Right Brain & help me out in my time of need!! Well obviously you'll need to know what the story is about in order to suggest titles. So I'll make it short:

The two Princesses of North Aazarah, Mahima & Aneela, reveal to you the dark-sides of Royalty. The land that they grew up knowing as dull & meaningless, became one of their most priceless possessions. The two Princesses discover the love-filled people that hide within the broken huts, and find forbidden love under Cherry Blossom trees.

Okay so I'm not very good at writing. I'm awful, but I enjoy every effort I put into it. However awful my writing may be, I'd still like to -for once- complete what I started & finish this story. Please help me think of a story title, and also offer me any type of constructive criticism possible!

THANKS in ADVANCE!
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Thursday, August 13th 2009

1:29 AM

Character List [incomplete]



-=//CHARACTER LIST\\=-


Full Name: Princess Mahima
Nick Name: Mahi
Gender: Female
Age: 22
Position: Princess of North Aazarah
Family: Older sister of Princess Aneela; older daughter to King Shah
Story: Falls in love with Shahib Amouris, but ends up marrying Prince Jishan (it is her responsibility as a Princess, to marry the Prince of East Aazarah; the marriage acts as a "Peace-Treaty" between the two Kingdoms); later in the story, she helps Anee to escape her fixed "destiny" (marrying Prince Jaimal), so that Anee doesn't have to endure the pain that Mahi herself had to go through.
Characteristics:

Full Name: Princess Aneela
Nick Name: Anee
Gender: Female
Age: 20
Position: Princess of North Aazarah
Family: Younger sister of Princess Mahima; younger daughter of King Shah
Story: Falls in love with Aryan Farhauji, but knows she would never be given the right to marry him; later in the story, she is told that she must marry Prince Jaimal (second Prince of East Aazarah) in order to complete the "Peace-Treaty"; she is stubborn and determined to follow her heart & marry the man who truly deserves her.
Characteristics:

Full Name: Shahib Amouris
Nick Name: N/A
Gender: Male
Age: 27
Position: Worked as a farmer, then as a Palace Guard.
Family: The son of Noman & Marjana Amouris; brother of Jiyati, Shumika & Mumita Amouris;
Story: His family was not able to pay for the rents, and were going through poverty. So King Shah of North Aazarah hires him to work as a Palace Guard. There, he meets Princess Mahima (Mahi) & falls in love with her.
Characteristics:

Full Name: Aryan Farhauji
Nick Name: N/A
Gender: Male
Age: 26
Position: Works as a "Staff/Worker" in East Aazarah; is the Queen's best/most loyal worker; also becomes Princess Mahima's best/most loyal worker & a good friend, and her "Secret Messenger".
Family: The son of Iftekar Farhauji
Story: Whenever Princess Mahima needed to leave the house, he would be assigned to drive her around (protect her/look after her); he soon gains Princess Mahima's trust, and is given the job of "secret messenger" by Mahima (to take secret messages back & forth from North to East Aazarah - ie: news of Aneela, news of the Kingdom, etc); he meets Aneela & falls in love with her.
Characteristics:

Full Name: Queen Athiyana
Nick Name: N/A
Gender: Female
Age: 46
Position: Queen of East Aazarah
Family:
Story:
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Complete List
1. Princess Mahima - Princess of North Aazarah (1)
2. Princess Aneela - Princess of North Aazarah (2)
3. Shahib Amouris - from North Aazarah
4. Aryan Farhauji - from East Aazarah
5. King Shah - King of North Aazarah
6. Queen Athiyana - Queen of East Aazarah
7. King Hissmad - King of East Aazarah
8. Prince Jishan - Prince of East Aazarah (1)
9. Prince Jaimal - Prince of East Aazarah (2)
10. Prince Juniad - Prince of East Aazarah (3)
11. Princess Ishtifa - Princess of East Aazarah (4)
12. Noman Amouris - from North Aazarah (Father of Shahib)
13. Marjana Amouris - from North Aazarah (Mother of Shahib)
14. Jiyati Amouris - from North Aazarah (Sister #1 of Shahib)
15. Shumika Amouris - from North Aazarah (Sister #2 of Shahib)
16. Mumita Amouris - from North Aazarah (Sister #3 of Shahib)
17. Iftekar Farhauji - from East Aazarah (Father of Aryan)
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